Monday, April 5, 2010

Im so very grumbly tonight

I know that I probably sound really selfish but I really feel taken advantage of. I am working from home, babysitting several children. I work myself to near exhaustion taking care of all the kids that come to my home. Then around 6pm everynight all the kids that dont belong to me have gone home and its time for me to clean, make dinner and repair damage done from the day. Then I need to clean up after dinner get the house ready for the next day. I use to be able to conquer most of it. Now that my child count has increased its really hard to work from 630 am until after 8pm everyday. I haven't had any increase in help. My DH still gets to come home after work everday and play is online game all evening. Come out, eat dinner, then go back to playing until bed. The fight that every Stay at home mom and Working dad will never be won. Often the fight turns to "well then go back to work, and we will split the house duties" Except I have worked outside the home and duties were never split. So how come I do all this work and its ok for him to come home and not step up and help out. UGH!!!!!!!! I feel so used and underappreciated!